Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Can I have this settings ?


Can I have this two Serato with Rane Mixer and also a MAC ?? With these I'm super godlike.
Releasing non-stop demo shit. Haha. Just a dream. But somehow I'm gonna achieve that !

By that time it suppose that Apple's Ipad would replace all of them. Hmm. Hell no. Still enjoying the manuals and not the future's gadget ! =)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Depression.


It's time for my personal story.
Life's pretty fucked up since the end of my semester of semester 4 as in Certificate in Public Relations.
Okay, I fucked up my paper. Gotta wait for approx 8 months in order for my resit and my advance to Diploma. FUCK YOU. C- Doesn't exist in COLLEGE!!! ONLY YOU KTAR!!!!

Recently, I have personal problems. Not money. Is problems with my girld my family.
I don't really wanna say much about my family. It's pretty fucked up anyways.

And about my girl, she's is sick. I'm not there for her. I'm not there to take care of her. Which I felt very very guilty ! And I eventually promised her that I would be back on Sunday. But due to some fuckers, he doesn't allowed me to go home saying this and that ! THATS MY FATHER ! YOU SON OF A BITCH ! THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME I'M A SON OF A BITCH TOO!

YOU SUCKER, IT'S YOUR PROBLEMS WITH YOUR WIFE. DON'T DRAG US U MUTHAFUCKA! Yea thats the intro story.

My dad is fucking psycho, seriously fuck him. Afterall, I don't really enjoying back to my home. I rather stay at campus area where I can express myself ! THATS THE SOURCE OF GIRL GETTING MAD AND ANGRY BECAUSE I'M NOT THERE FOR HER.

rue actually, but she has to understand that I'm doing in on purpose. I got stopped by my dad. It's wrong to abandon home once problem occurs but it's over and still he doesn't let go off me !

FUCK YOU DAD ! FUCK YOU ! I KNOW U RAISED ME FROM BABY ! BUT YOU MADE YOURSELF GOT HATED !! Whats coming from your mouth is definitely shit.

And my dear lovely pig, Nicole.

I miss you so much. I really really innocent. I know it's been 4 days since I was back here.

I love you truly, sincerely, faithfully.


You asked for a separation I really don't know what to do. You said you're my guiding light. But you gonna take back the light.

I'm sad and heart broken. Don't my dear. I beg you. I love you.