For the first time.

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While i'm drinking beer all alone in the bar.
And we don't know how we got into this mad situation
I'm only doing things out of frustration.
Trying to make things right, but it seems wrong.

But we both know how we're gonna make it work when it hurts.
It all began when she needs me but I can't seem to find a time to accompany her.

Sighs. I'm sorry... I tried.... my dear. I tried to express my love and care. But it didn't showed a clear message. Instead I'm sending a wrong one.

1st time for not lying. I'm crying beside her while she falls asleep when my ankle got injured during work. It got swollen and normally I got care and treatment from her.

But.... :,( I was crying in pain when she just ignored me and ask me to care it myself.

I was heartbroken. It's my fault. Deeply heartbroken.

I was happy to see her joining her classmates and all. I don't know... Maybe they can cheer her up instead of seeing me and end up arguing and quarrel.

I can't solve this problem now, well all I have is just time between the border of us.

It's sad to see this situation running around these days. and the trip to BKK might cancelled due to shortage of $. But I'm gonna save everything up, do calculation and management for her BIG DAY in August.

Definitely have to big. Cause it's her 21st. Hopefully everything goes smooth. Sighs.

Right now I'm so emotional that I barely can write this post.

Hope you enjoy the readings, my dear. I hoped u understand that I needs forgiveness. :(. Don't worry bout my ankle. It's recovering hopefully. Still swollen somehow.
Just for the last,
I Love You. Blame me for ignoring you at first. I was hit back when I don't know. I truly understand your feelings right now. I know what happened all these years we've been together. I was being selfish and ignorant. God bless and change me. Thanks.

The Scripts - For the first time.